Mostly its the inability to believe that by existing I'm not annoying the crap out of people? The shapes my brain takes make everything I do feel like I need permission. I'm not good at ignoring it.

Also I tend to go through my journal regularly and statements of intent can remind me I meant to do a thing.

Although I was planning to do this either way, I'm just trying to decide if I'm doing it at people? Which is almost the same thing still, but... Yeah. Things. Words. I just woke up, sorry.