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balsamandash) wrote2017-12-24 06:13 am
balsamandash) wrote2017-12-24 06:13 am
Days pass and turn into weeks where we don't even speak
So, things have been less-than-great lately on the whole, but I had a pretty good Solstice -- we did an overnight thing at the UU church in Orlando, there were fires and food and Pagan rewrites of carols and it was neat -- and I'm hoping the rest of the month goes... eh, decently, at least? Tonight we have family things with rootsofthestories' family, and then tomorrow my family is wandering Downtown Disney. Then I'm hoping for productivity, but I have more doctors on the 29th, so we'll see how much I get done in the two and a half days I have.
I am so tired of the doctors. But here we are.
Anyway, I vaguely want to do things, but it's 6 am and chances are we're only going to have about 5 hours tomorrow morning between getting home from Christmas Eve and having to wake up for Disney, so I'm trying to tell myself not to get absorbed in anything and to go to bed soon.
Aaand I don't know what else. I have not been around and talking to people lately, but I'm starting to feel antsy and wanting people, so I'm trying very hard to stop being a hermit. I really want to write Fandom Stocking things before the deadline, but my writing is still so sporadic and difficult to get out that I'm not sure it's happening. Especially with a lengthening list of real life things I need to get done as well.
I... thought I had more to say, but I don't seem to. I have no idea what I'm going to go do now besides resist the urge to eat everything in the kitchen, but off I go to do it.
rootsofthestories' family, and then tomorrow my family is wandering Downtown Disney. Then I'm hoping for productivity, but I have more doctors on the 29th, so we'll see how much I get done in the two and a half days I have.I am so tired of the doctors. But here we are.
Anyway, I vaguely want to do things, but it's 6 am and chances are we're only going to have about 5 hours tomorrow morning between getting home from Christmas Eve and having to wake up for Disney, so I'm trying to tell myself not to get absorbed in anything and to go to bed soon.
Aaand I don't know what else. I have not been around and talking to people lately, but I'm starting to feel antsy and wanting people, so I'm trying very hard to stop being a hermit. I really want to write Fandom Stocking things before the deadline, but my writing is still so sporadic and difficult to get out that I'm not sure it's happening. Especially with a lengthening list of real life things I need to get done as well.
I... thought I had more to say, but I don't seem to. I have no idea what I'm going to go do now besides resist the urge to eat everything in the kitchen, but off I go to do it.
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*hugs?* Doctors are worst.
I observe some
I hear you on the RL things so hard. Yesterday's todo list: about eight miles long. Tadaed a good fraction of it, but those were p much all things that could be done with my ass in the computer chair...
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Congratulations to you for being strong through the past year, even when life tries to knock you down. ♥