The Marquis de All The Knives (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
balsamandash) wrote2015-02-23 02:34 am
balsamandash) wrote2015-02-23 02:34 am
(no subject)
You know what's inconvenient, is this burning desire to completely change my physical appearance. I want to chop my hair off and dye it dark green or purple, I want to start binding, I want to replace most of my clothes, and I don't even know what I want to project anymore, I just want new. But I do not have the money for all new clothes, my job does not allow unnatural hair colors, and I don't have the energy to ask my mother for a haircut and keep poking at her until it gets done.
It's a very strange desire that I can't entirely shake. Maybe I'll switch my AIM and see if it helps; I've been meaning to do that for a couple of months.
Anyway, it's my weekend, and I just woke up from an unexpected 3.5-hour nap. I need to try and do word things, but first I need to answer an email and do a thing and then we'll see. Who knows, maybe this time it'll work.
It's a very strange desire that I can't entirely shake. Maybe I'll switch my AIM and see if it helps; I've been meaning to do that for a couple of months.
Anyway, it's my weekend, and I just woke up from an unexpected 3.5-hour nap. I need to try and do word things, but first I need to answer an email and do a thing and then we'll see. Who knows, maybe this time it'll work.