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balsamandash) wrote2015-05-09 08:31 am
balsamandash) wrote2015-05-09 08:31 am
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Hi I'm alive. Exhausted but alive. List form is easier than talking.
> Work is hard. Family is harder. Friends are not exactly hard but I don't entirely feel like I deserve them or have anything to say. This is about where I'm at right now.
> Brains are not a great thing but I am trying really hard not to continuously lose my shit. It's not... entirely working, but.
> I am going to the festival this coming week. I have 9 days off, five of which will be on the road/at the campsite. I'm hoping this does good things for my brain.
> I am also hoping this does good things for my attempts to do some religious thinking. Hopefully expect the religious filter to actually get use following this. Hopefully.
> Writing is really hard. I have an idea for Queers Destroy Fantasy, and I really badly want to write it in time, I'm just... not sure if I will. (Also I have to figure out if I am allowed to set a story in a recognizable store line, or if I should just change it to a Savemart or something in initial writing and save myself the headache.) (Also also, why does this story want to be set locally, I don't like my local area.)
> Work is hard. Family is harder. Friends are not exactly hard but I don't entirely feel like I deserve them or have anything to say. This is about where I'm at right now.
> Brains are not a great thing but I am trying really hard not to continuously lose my shit. It's not... entirely working, but.
> I am going to the festival this coming week. I have 9 days off, five of which will be on the road/at the campsite. I'm hoping this does good things for my brain.
> I am also hoping this does good things for my attempts to do some religious thinking. Hopefully expect the religious filter to actually get use following this. Hopefully.
> Writing is really hard. I have an idea for Queers Destroy Fantasy, and I really badly want to write it in time, I'm just... not sure if I will. (Also I have to figure out if I am allowed to set a story in a recognizable store line, or if I should just change it to a Savemart or something in initial writing and save myself the headache.) (Also also, why does this story want to be set locally, I don't like my local area.)
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<3333 Thank you, dear. I'll be off to a good start tonight (tabletop! yay!), so hopefully that sets the tone for the next nine days well.