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[balsamandash]

I am exhausted, I have spent two weeks straight running my head in circles around the (complete separate, in this instance, I should note) subjects of abuse and religion, I am desperate for connection but don't remember how to talk, I'm sore, and nothing I want to do seems worth doing.

I am tired. I feel burn out. It's hard to force anything more than a blank look onto my face and I have to do it eight hours a night most nights.

I don't know why I'm saying this. I don't know what I'm doing. I'm really tired.