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balsamandash) wrote2015-08-14 10:42 am
balsamandash) wrote2015-08-14 10:42 am
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Right. I definitely managed to make myself cry just by trying to write.
It's been 5 months. If it gets to be 6 I get to just give up and stop without it hurting right?
Now I have to sleep and I can't for the life of me convince myself I've done enough to deserve it.
Fuck everything, I should just stop trying.
It's been 5 months. If it gets to be 6 I get to just give up and stop without it hurting right?
Now I have to sleep and I can't for the life of me convince myself I've done enough to deserve it.
Fuck everything, I should just stop trying.
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Man, I have no idea how you manage that, but I can never seem to hold on to pissed off at anything but my coworkers. It all toppels into anxiety and/or upset. *shrug* I will, but I don't really think there's anything that can be done. I just need to try and pull my brain together enough for words somehow.