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[balsamandash]

I am at bus stops/on busses til at least 930. I get up at 330 and leave again around 5. Fuck. Everything.

Misc to do list:
- Sunday: Get bus money out
- Monday: M: Call hospital
- Monday: ?: Taxes
- Monday: N: Talk to mom
- At Bast's: Alter music player
- Next week: Find tarot decks, draft post, start transfer process + job hunt, cry a lot
- Sunday next: Transfer back to parents

And in general: Stop getting pissed off that I'm paying more than a months worth of paychecks for someone to shine a light in my ears. Cause I am either gonna cry or get really pissed if I don't.

Comments

[rootsofthestories]

Hospital bills are fucked up. You can get pissed about this. I love you anyway, whether you are pissed or not and again, I will do what I can to help.

[balsamandash]

If I get pissdd I'm going to have a meltdown, so.

You have your own crap to manage. So does everyone else. I don't need help, I just need to deal with it so that it doesn't get added to your shit to deal with.

Not that I don't appreciate it, and I love you, it just. Shouldn't be anyone else's problem.

[rootsofthestories]

Your shit is my shit whether you'd like it or not. It's how I operate with these things, especially considering the whole moving in process and whatnot.

I'm going to do what I can because I love you and you deserve the help. While I can't do much more beyond what I;ve done already, I'm going to keep trying to do odds and ends until I can't anymore.

[shipwreck_light]

You need to be better to job hunt! So you can find a new, awesome job and not worry about your ears.

The time will come.

*SQUISH*