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balsamandash) wrote2015-08-14 10:42 am
balsamandash) wrote2015-08-14 10:42 am
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Right. I definitely managed to make myself cry just by trying to write.
It's been 5 months. If it gets to be 6 I get to just give up and stop without it hurting right?
Now I have to sleep and I can't for the life of me convince myself I've done enough to deserve it.
Fuck everything, I should just stop trying.
It's been 5 months. If it gets to be 6 I get to just give up and stop without it hurting right?
Now I have to sleep and I can't for the life of me convince myself I've done enough to deserve it.
Fuck everything, I should just stop trying.
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Everything else is... very hard to pin down (I am painfully bad at figuring out things anyone can do to help, even if it's just things I can do) but I will keep it in mind if anything comes. Thank you. <33333