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[balsamandash]

Right. I definitely managed to make myself cry just by trying to write.

It's been 5 months. If it gets to be 6 I get to just give up and stop without it hurting right?

Now I have to sleep and I can't for the life of me convince myself I've done enough to deserve it.

Fuck everything, I should just stop trying.

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[shipwreck_light]

I'm sorry, m'dear. I really didn't mean to coax you into something that made you cry. ;_; I want you to be happy!