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Aug. 14th, 2015 10:42 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
balsamandashRight. I definitely managed to make myself cry just by trying to write.
It's been 5 months. If it gets to be 6 I get to just give up and stop without it hurting right?
Now I have to sleep and I can't for the life of me convince myself I've done enough to deserve it.
Fuck everything, I should just stop trying.
It's been 5 months. If it gets to be 6 I get to just give up and stop without it hurting right?
Now I have to sleep and I can't for the life of me convince myself I've done enough to deserve it.
Fuck everything, I should just stop trying.
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Date: 2015-08-16 05:53 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2015-08-16 06:20 am (UTC)Everything else is... very hard to pin down (I am painfully bad at figuring out things anyone can do to help, even if it's just things I can do) but I will keep it in mind if anything comes. Thank you. <33333