And when we wake we'd be the only sound
Jul. 6th, 2017 07:44 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
balsamandashBrief update before we go shopping:
Birthday happened! Things... could have been much better, as my mother was having health issues and the whole thing was kind of a mess, but it could have been much worse, and there was seafood and cake and Mario Kart and dragons. Now we are home, which is exciting.
My grandmother is in the hospital. I... am less upset about this than I expected to be, although it does seem like she'll be fine, so. She says she doesn't remember throwing my mother out. I have no idea if this is memory issues or her downplaying the incident. We'll see what happens there.
There are many, many things to do, and when we get back from shopping I need to start doing them, cause between some pain issues, brain issues, and worrying about my mother, it's been really hard to buckle down. And granted I had a couple day pass for actively being in and out of doctors with my mother, but it is buckle down time. Just. Things are hard and it's so easy to get distracted.
Sometimes I wish there was a goal-stating-and-friendly-"have you done this"-poking oriented variation to the Friday post. Except I'd still probably fail at things. Or that I was good at doing productivity partner kind of things. Or something. Because I want to ask people to prod me til I actually get a thing done, but ugh, that is such an awkward request to make, especially when my brain requires these things be done kind of particularly. :|
In conclusion, I am well, just tired and need to be doing more than I am. So, the usual, really.
I need to catch up on friends list too. So many things.
Birthday happened! Things... could have been much better, as my mother was having health issues and the whole thing was kind of a mess, but it could have been much worse, and there was seafood and cake and Mario Kart and dragons. Now we are home, which is exciting.
My grandmother is in the hospital. I... am less upset about this than I expected to be, although it does seem like she'll be fine, so. She says she doesn't remember throwing my mother out. I have no idea if this is memory issues or her downplaying the incident. We'll see what happens there.
There are many, many things to do, and when we get back from shopping I need to start doing them, cause between some pain issues, brain issues, and worrying about my mother, it's been really hard to buckle down. And granted I had a couple day pass for actively being in and out of doctors with my mother, but it is buckle down time. Just. Things are hard and it's so easy to get distracted.
Sometimes I wish there was a goal-stating-and-friendly-"have you done this"-poking oriented variation to the Friday post. Except I'd still probably fail at things. Or that I was good at doing productivity partner kind of things. Or something. Because I want to ask people to prod me til I actually get a thing done, but ugh, that is such an awkward request to make, especially when my brain requires these things be done kind of particularly. :|
In conclusion, I am well, just tired and need to be doing more than I am. So, the usual, really.
I need to catch up on friends list too. So many things.
