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Feb. 28th, 2015 09:10 amI am gonna kill everyone in the apparel area at work, but at least I'm not alone in that feeling anymore.
I am also gonna hit my stepfather or at least hit my head on a wall in frustration with his inability to recognize that I am too unstable to deal with his unstability, especially when our dealing methods clash so heavily and his actively antagonize my anxiety when he tries to get me to be part of them. But I don't have to deal with that directly for a couple of weeks so meh.
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I get a bonus at work! It's not a lot, but it's a bonus. I am torn between being a Responsible Being and using it to pay off a little extra on bills and get an appointment to get back on birth control, or being a Not At All Responsible Being and getting things I don't need but really want with it. We'll see how I feel in a couple of weeks I guess.
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I think the fairies stole my ipod, and the other one broke, so I've lacked one for two weeks now. It's driving me up a wall, but I've got two options for maybe fixing it now, so that's something.
Also! I got a keychain and a chewing necklace from Stimtastic and they are beautiful. I also got a tangle toy which is an amazing thing that I have been missing all my life and never realized I needed so much. And I can't find it. I'd like to think the fairies took that too, but signs are pointing towards me being a dumbfuck and leaving it on a bus/it falling out of my pocket at a busstop. Gah.
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I have so many books to read. I also have probably something like 300k words of fanfic loaded up to go on my phone, and this is after reading a fuckton of it in the past couple of days. Guess what's winning? I'm hoping Pocket Apocalypse breaks me out of this at least.
I also have half the Night Vale I missed on my phone. I need to catch up by April, because live shooooow. :D
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Tonight I get to work by 8 and sit in McDonalds for almost two hours! I'm gonna try and write. It's exciting. A list below the cut of things bouncing in my head, in the hopes I can choose a little easier tonight if it's not just "sit there and write something". Although if anyone would like to weight in on an option they'd particularly like to see, feel free.
( Writiiiiing. )
I am also gonna hit my stepfather or at least hit my head on a wall in frustration with his inability to recognize that I am too unstable to deal with his unstability, especially when our dealing methods clash so heavily and his actively antagonize my anxiety when he tries to get me to be part of them. But I don't have to deal with that directly for a couple of weeks so meh.
*
I get a bonus at work! It's not a lot, but it's a bonus. I am torn between being a Responsible Being and using it to pay off a little extra on bills and get an appointment to get back on birth control, or being a Not At All Responsible Being and getting things I don't need but really want with it. We'll see how I feel in a couple of weeks I guess.
*
I think the fairies stole my ipod, and the other one broke, so I've lacked one for two weeks now. It's driving me up a wall, but I've got two options for maybe fixing it now, so that's something.
Also! I got a keychain and a chewing necklace from Stimtastic and they are beautiful. I also got a tangle toy which is an amazing thing that I have been missing all my life and never realized I needed so much. And I can't find it. I'd like to think the fairies took that too, but signs are pointing towards me being a dumbfuck and leaving it on a bus/it falling out of my pocket at a busstop. Gah.
*
I have so many books to read. I also have probably something like 300k words of fanfic loaded up to go on my phone, and this is after reading a fuckton of it in the past couple of days. Guess what's winning? I'm hoping Pocket Apocalypse breaks me out of this at least.
I also have half the Night Vale I missed on my phone. I need to catch up by April, because live shooooow. :D
*
Tonight I get to work by 8 and sit in McDonalds for almost two hours! I'm gonna try and write. It's exciting. A list below the cut of things bouncing in my head, in the hopes I can choose a little easier tonight if it's not just "sit there and write something". Although if anyone would like to weight in on an option they'd particularly like to see, feel free.
( Writiiiiing. )
