someone show me the way to get out of here

So there's a four-day pagan music festival in Georgia in May 2016. We are going, it seems amazing and I'm gonna meet SJ Tucker. I am stupid excited, don't get me wrong.

But.

For about an hour we thought it was THIS May, in two months May. And the part of my brain that wants to cry with wanderlust shut up for an hour at the thought of being somewhere I've never been in two months, in a whole other state for a little while.

And now its fuckinng deafening, because it's gonna be a whole year before I get to get it out of my system.

I really hope moving shuts the wanderlust up because I am going to either cry or scream or hop on a bus to get it to stop soon.

I swear I'll post less soon.

Things that have taken root in my brain tonight and I still don't know why:

MCU college AU, where hard-of-hearing!Clint and child-of-Deaf-adult!Natasha who have been best friends for years take Deaf Culture as a blow-off class and meet tiny, angry hard-of-hearing!Steve who has spent so long demanding that his disability(/ies, probably) should make no difference to anyone that he's just now finally dipping his toe into learning ASL and learning about Deaf culture.

I cannot decide if I am actually writing this or not but I'm entertaining myself on and off by playing it out in my head. It makes me smile.