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So I broke my phone in a fit of angry stupid, I spent Sunday knocked down with an ear infection that still isn't gone away, I've been stupid with my money and buying things I want and suddenly I feel really guilty for it, and everything just kind of feels like a mess. I want to do creative things, but work has wrung every last drop of everything from me right now. I'm worn so thin and so numb at the same time; it's like I keep getting bursts of sick and twitchy and upset and angry, and then they just get smothered in the ever-present exhaustion.

And ... yeah, that's all I got. I'm working on not being useless, it's just not going very well lately.

Christmas/Holiday ship meme

Stolen shamelessly from Tumblr, because I'm slightly more likely to get responses here and I could use cute things to consider. Leave me a ship & I’ll answer the following:

who starts putting up decorations in october?
who buys the advent calendars?
who places mistletoes all around the house?
who wraps the presents for other people?
who puts the final star/angel on the top of the christmas tree?
who’s the one that hates eggnog?
who’s the one that bakes christmas cookies for guests?
who sends out the christmas cards?
who knows all the words to twelve days of christmas?
who’s the better snowman builder?
who starts snowball fights?
who’s the one that wakes the other on christmas morning by playing christmas songs really loudly?