Guess who can't sleep

[balsamandash]

So let me state for the record that I am alive and trying to work my way back to responding to comments/meme prompts on my last few posts. Sorry. I'm kind of useless right now.

Also I am broker than I have been in. A very long time. And this is partly because I gave up on fucks and bought many many things I did not need lately. If I had energy, I might feel bad about this. As it is I just don't... feel much.

I'm in a really weird state the past couple of days and I am. not sure why. I honestly might have accidentally sort of triggered myself and I'm not sure that is... actually over let alone recovered from. But that doesn't really help me get back to normal so I don't think it really matters as much as making myself be normal.

I don't know. Main point is I'm alive. I'm going to try to go back to bed now.