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Feb. 7th, 2015 08:45 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
balsamandashWell, last night was... long. And lots of talking. And I am dead tired, but too tired to actually get up and shower and eat and go to bed. So I am sitting here watching Netflix instead, cause I'm smart. Week alone is going to end today, though, and the parents are supposed to return sometime this morning, so I'm also kind of trying to enjoy the alone time while I still have it.
In other notes, I am trying to piece together a template-of-sorts to keep track of mental/physical health things, and when I nail it down a little more I think I am making a filter. Talking at the world is a little better than talking at myself. I feel like I had a solid idea of things to be on it, and then they all kind of slipping my mind, and now I have no idea what, and I think having some kind of template/form will be more likely to get done than just 'try to ramble coherently and usefully about things'.
(I also need to figure out whether I should do it after getting up or before going to bed. One or the other, I think, but I'm not sure what would be more useful, or more likely to actually get done.)
Spirituality/relgion filter might happen too, I'm just not sure when. I technically have a journal made from last time trying to do this that I could go back to, too, but, mrrrh. I don't know. I keep thinking about it, and thinking about it, and kinda fixating it, but I'm not sure I really have the energy to put the kind of work and focus in it that I actually need to. So. We'll see.
I feel like there are more things to say, but. Tired. I'm going to go try and force myself to get food, to get one step closer to sleep.
In other notes, I am trying to piece together a template-of-sorts to keep track of mental/physical health things, and when I nail it down a little more I think I am making a filter. Talking at the world is a little better than talking at myself. I feel like I had a solid idea of things to be on it, and then they all kind of slipping my mind, and now I have no idea what, and I think having some kind of template/form will be more likely to get done than just 'try to ramble coherently and usefully about things'.
(I also need to figure out whether I should do it after getting up or before going to bed. One or the other, I think, but I'm not sure what would be more useful, or more likely to actually get done.)
Spirituality/relgion filter might happen too, I'm just not sure when. I technically have a journal made from last time trying to do this that I could go back to, too, but, mrrrh. I don't know. I keep thinking about it, and thinking about it, and kinda fixating it, but I'm not sure I really have the energy to put the kind of work and focus in it that I actually need to. So. We'll see.
I feel like there are more things to say, but. Tired. I'm going to go try and force myself to get food, to get one step closer to sleep.
