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[balsamandash]

Brains are still a fucking mess, and I want to not be in this apartment with my grandmother judging me so badly that it's almost kind of nice to be spending twelve hours out of the house at Walmart. Almost being the key word there. At the moment it's all sort of transposed into this exhausted apathetic calm, but I don't think it'll stay that way much longer.

I am kind of brainstorming story things while I work, at least. More of it fanfic than it ought to be, but still. People should toss me characters on my last post so I have more things to brainstorm. Thinking about writing stuff is all that's keeping me from having breakdowns at work right now. Writing stuff and singing along to the music.

Which, on a completely unrelated note except this is storyboarding itself in my head every night when the song comes up, someone better at ferreting out fanvids than I am, please tell me there exists an MCU fanvid to People Like Us.

I'm gonna go sleep now. Four more nights and then I can at least go collapse the one place I actually want to be.

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[shipwreck_light]

As long as you're writing! I mean, fanfic is human nature and to decry it is silly. That is how us monkeys tell stories.

Four night will come like a wink and YOU CAN DO IT. I know you can.

[balsamandash]

I'm trying to remember that, my brain is just judgmental.

<3333 thank you, dear. I'm working on it. And there's BBQ tonight. That's something.