if you're lost and alone, or you're sinking like a stone

[balsamandash]

I don't even know what's happening in my brain, all I know is I need it to go away.

Part of me really just wants to get out of this house and run until my fucking legs collapse under me and part of me wants to throw up at the idea of ever stepping foot outside again and I don't think I'm going to be better in two days and I have to do things and I'm losing my shit bad and I'm not allowed to do it and this is stupid and pointless and I'm so fucking sorry I ever say a fucking thing, I should just learn to shut the fuck up already.

Comments

[silveradept]

Hugs for you. Brains are tough to work with when they're like this.